Monday, April 30, 2007
i no longer feel the ease in spelling out my thoughts to anyone. basically i just keep mum. be it to you, him or her. i don`t think i owe anyone any reason. i just don`t feel like discussing my problems somewhat. i`m stuck in deep shacks. deep enough to bury me if you are keen to know. and if you don`t comprehend, simple enough; don`t shoot your mouth as if you do and attempt to make me pissed off at you. my character traits pose me at threats. and i jolly well know it. but i still allow the threats to attack me. how much more silly can i get? might as well point the pistol at me before things worsen. i very much wanted to get my stand firm so i can get out of the shacks i`m stuck in, but seems like it isn`t working. been losing tonnes of sleep these few nights. seems like i`m awfully rooted in this longest nightmare ever. i had always know i`m a different blend from the circle. that disheartened me much but yet i managed to up my major accupoint abit. until the viscosity of the blood flowing through me abnormals rather recently. my self is challenged by the abundant factors in which i had problems disclosing. my purpose of blogging is not to set anyone in offense nor to throw anyone challenges so i see no purpose of doing the latter. turning to my blog`s one of my ways to divulge my displeasure about certain issues before i`m completely devoured. at this point of time, i guess i only harbour the wish to end these off peacefully and brilliantly.
i`m shagged. my mind and body are ceasing to co-operate soon.
what`s happening to my willpower?
2:20 AM
i no longer feel the ease in spelling out my thoughts to anyone. basically i just keep mum. be it to you, him or her. i don`t think i owe anyone any reason. i just don`t feel like discussing my problems somewhat. i`m stuck in deep shacks. deep enough to bury me if you are keen to know. and if you don`t comprehend, simple enough; don`t shoot your mouth as if you do and attempt to make me pissed off at you. my character traits pose me at threats. and i jolly well know it. but i still allow the threats to attack me. how much more silly can i get? might as well point the pistol at me before things worsen. i very much wanted to get my stand firm so i can get out of the shacks i`m stuck in, but seems like it isn`t working. been losing tonnes of sleep these few nights. seems like i`m awfully rooted in this longest nightmare ever. i had always know i`m a different blend from the circle. that disheartened me much but yet i managed to up my major accupoint abit. until the viscosity of the blood flowing through me abnormals rather recently. my self is challenged by the abundant factors in which i had problems disclosing. my purpose of blogging is not to set anyone in offense nor to throw anyone challenges so i see no purpose of doing the latter. turning to my blog`s one of my ways to divulge my displeasure about certain issues before i`m completely devoured. at this point of time, i guess i only harbour the wish to end these off peacefully and brilliantly.
i`m shagged. my mind and body are ceasing to co-operate soon.
what`s happening to my willpower?
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:20 AM
